- Warning! This story might contain
activities that might not be suitable in selfbondage. Please
- Today in the afternoon I browsed on the
bound anna website and after a while I was really in the mood
to tie myself up. So I started with my setup, at about 3:30pm.
My release mechanism was selected quickly: in my master bedroom
there are many closet doors in a height of approx. 2 meters with
handles in a D-Form. They can be perfectly used as "rings".
I pulled a cord through two of them. On the one end I fixed the
keys to my handcuffs together with a weight and on the other
hand I fixed the small satin bag where I normally store my vibrator
in. The bag should later been filled with ice cubes. I tested
if the weight was heavy enough to pull the bag through the D-Ring
of the closet door and was satisfied.
- Next I prepared my backup release. My
maid was scheduled to come the next day but I didn't want to
risk she would find me and one day is also quite some time. So
I decided to store the spare key of my handcuffs in my utility
room. This room is actually outside of my house with a door to
the kitchen. But if I go in and out the room I can be seen almost
inevitable by every one on the street and by my neighbors since
the room has huge windows with no curtains. Therefore it would
be very embarrassing for me if I had to make use of my fallback
release. Additionally I put an alarm to 6pm, a time when it should
be dark enough to go into the utility room (just in case) with
a lower risk of being seen.
- Now I drank about one liter of water as
a precautious measure, as the place I live in is quite warm (approx.
28°C) and I expected to be tied up for several hours. Mom
always told me to drink enough in warm places :-) ... but of
course this means I would surely need to pee during my self-bondage.
Therefore I decided to put on a very absorbable overnight diaper.
While applying diaper cream to my crotch area I thought about
also using me new butt-plug which is quite big, but I'm not yet
very used to it, so I didn't insert it. I taped the diaper around
my waist and then put on my diaper cover plastic pants. These
are plastic pants you wear over the diaper to avoid leakage,
but those pants of mine have a chain integrated in the waist
band which can be locked in the front with a padlock to avoid
that you can pull off the diapers. Very effective! I attached
the chain of the handcuffs to the padlock and locked the chain
of the plastic pants tightly around my waist. Then padlock was
kind of stiff - seems like it is a bit rusty since I recently
washed the plastic pants without removing the chain and padlock.
But after some attempts I finally made it to lock it. Then I
pulled the two sweatbands I usually use for workout in the gym
over my wrists to prevent the metal of the handcuffs cutting
into my wrists later on.
- Due to the warm temperatures I expected
the ice to melt fast, so I decided to put 6 big ice cubes in
the satin bag. Once they are melted, the bag would slide through
the D-Ring of the closet door and the weight with the keys to
my handcuffs would lower down, coming into reach for release.
I took my blindfold, placed it on my eyes and adjusted the strap
behind my head. This blindfold has big patched over the eyes
and I could really see nothing anymore. Next I took my gag harness
which has an egg-shaped plastic ball and put the ball in my mouth,
then adjusting the two straps that go around my head from side
to side, the chin strap and finally the strap that goes from
each side of the plastic ball over my eyes to the back of my
head, holding the blindfold securely in place. Now it was time
for the final act: I locked my left hand in the one side of the
handcuffs attached to the waist chain, making sure the lock pointed
towards my fingers. I took a deep breath and then did the same
with my right hand, closing both handcuffs securely over the
sweatbands and activating the double-lock to prevent them to
tighten accidentally. I leaned back on my bed and enjoyed the
feeling of being bound, blindfolded and gagged in a diaper locked
securely in place.
- It didn't take long till I felt the urge
to pee. I tried to hold it back for a while but the pressure
grew too strong and finally I relieved myself into the diaper.
The feeling of the pee entering the diaper and making it feel
warm was so exciting and I was so aroused that I could not resist
any longer. I turned over onto my stomach and rubbed my crotch
through the diaper. It took only a few seconds until I climaxed
hard, shouting my pleasure into the ball gag. After catching
some breath - which was not that easy with the gag in my mouth
- I rolled on the side and drifted away.
- I have no idea how long I was drowsing.
I woke up from some sound on the street. I got up and made my
way to the place where the key was handing from above. It still
was out of reach, I could touch the weight with my head but no
way to grab it with my hands being fixed to the waistband of
the plastic pants. My mouth was very dry and my chin started
to hurt badly from the ball gag. I desperately tried to get the
key, but no chance. Finally I gave up and walked back into the
direction where my bed was, still bound, gagged and blindfolded.
When I reached my bed I needed to pee again, really badly. So
I stopped standing in front of my bed, and relaxed my bladder
muscles, feeling the warm water filling my already soaked diaper
to the rim. I laid down on my bed and could feel the diaper leaking
a little bit at the right leg, but the plastic pants did their
job and kept my bed nice and dry. I was getting very aroused
again and once again rubbed my crotch through the diaper and
plastic pants, making me climax after a short while.
- Lying there in the post orgasmic afterglow
I heard the alarm of my cell phone, telling me it is 6pm now.
But still the key did not drop. I started to wonder - at these
temperatures the ice should be melted already since some time.
Did I do something wrong? I had tested the release mechanism
several times. But I did not test it with the satin bag being
wet. Was this the reason that the key was still out of reach???
- Finally I head an idea: I recalled that
the curtains on the windows in the stairway and living room are
closed, so I went downstairs to the living room table where my
door keys are located. Nobody could see me that way. It was a
hard piece of work going down 3 stairs without seeing anything,
but I found them. I went up to my bedroom again and after some
attempts I made it out to open the lock of the closet where the
keys to the padlock of my diaper plastic pants are in. I found
the key and tried to unlock the padlock. The lock was very stiff
and I started to slightly panic that I would not manage to open
it - but in the end I made it to unlock it. Now my hands were
still cuffed but the handcuffs were not secured to the waistband
anymore. I was even able to remove the gag and the blindfold.
Now I saw the key still hanging in place, and a little bit of
ice still in the satin bag. I simply underestimated the duration
it would take to melt!!! And I almost disgraced myself using
the initially planned backup release.
- I unlocked the handcuffs and removed the
sweatbands. To some extend I started to be disappointed that
I did not rely on my release and - more than everything else
- I missed out one escape path. Everything would have worked
out fine, I thought, if only you were more relaxed. So I decided
to add a little punishment for me: I should stay in the very
soaked diaper for another hour and a half! I grabbed the padlock
and attached it to the waist chain of my plastic pants. I tried
to close the padlock - but it didn't work. I tried several times,
pushing really hard - no result. I tried to turn the key again
in the opening position, but the key did not move at all anymore!!!
Obviously the padlock was more than just a bit rusty. What a
great luck this did not happen earlier when the padlock still
kept the plastic pants in place!!! I would not even have any
tools to break the very solid chain!
- For my next self-bondage session I will
change a few things:
(1) the alarm was too early, it was not dark yet outside - it
would have been very embarrassing if I had to go into the utility
(2) I have to put the door keys somewhere out of reach...
(3) I need to buy a new padlock - no rusty padlocks again! :-)
- Play safe! :-)
- P.S.: I would be happy about any feedback.