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- This is an email I recieved as a reply
to Anna on Selfbondage.
- Hi,
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- Firstly, I think you did an excellent
job answering the question. Indeed, your second paragraph on
selfbondage as a form of meditation is a notion I had not considered
before, but now find quite appealing. (So thank you for that.)
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- Personally, I'd have to say that the appeal
varies greatly, not just between people, but (in my case, at
least), depending on one's mood. Having had a look through the
forum, it's clear that there's no unifying answer to the question.
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- Some people seem to enjoy planning and
carrying out everything, then struggle when they are bound (one
poster, for instance, complained about having trouble carrying
through with his plans because, while bound, he kept coming up
with ways to force the release mechanism early (pull hard enough
to break the ice in an ice-lock or key release, for instance.))
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- Others seem entirely into the submission
side, either as a form of relaxation or being excited by the
sensation/fear-of-discovery.
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- Still others appear to be looking for
a surrogate lover (essentially masturbation for those who like
being bound).
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- Some are interested in replicating the
discipline sensation of a total power exchange relationship -
particularly prevalent on the software board, since it's largely
based on getting the computer to dominate the user.
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- It can even be a form of training you
in specific sexual or submission skills, such as the program
designed to only release you after you perform a blowjob on a
dildo to its satisfaction, or enema retention rigs.
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- Personally, I'm pretty much all over the
map, unless it touches on something I'm genuinely afraid of (anything
to do with the neck, due to breathing concerns, or simply being
discovered) or just find gross.
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- So, it really is not even remotely a simple
question. The answer varies depending on the practitioner and
on the vagaries of their psyche. And even then, it's one of those
things that is very difficult to actually explain verbally (partly
due to language limitations and partly due to how rare it is
for people to actually talk about subjects like this).
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- Tenderfoot88
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